5 seconds away

You're now lost
Probably watching a random video
While I decide
If I die or not today
It ain't nobody's fault
I'm just really sad today
And I find myself praying
For you to be fine
When you come back
So you can take me
Out of this hole
I don't know how
I fell here again
It looks like home
I try to think something nice
You know, I dreamed I was there
With you
We hugged and kissed
You were so beautiful
But I woke up like this
Half-dead
And I feel like giving up
It is beyond my powers
I don't know what happens
I promised myself
I wouldn't miss any more classes
It seems to be stronger than me
I need to cry
I feel so so so sad
Please come back
Please come back
Please come back