quarta-feira, 30 de outubro de 2024

Higher Dosage

I didn't shower today
I tried to cum
She kinda forced me to do it
So she could call me dirty
He's here
And a voice yells
Into my fucking ears
I'm supposed to write about it
He seems normal
He seems boring
What the hell was I expecting?
I just wanted a huge fight
Something to fight for, whatever
God, how I miss fucking
But I'm scared I'll never stop
If I start it over
I don't think I can keep up
With my own pace
I have been having horny thoughts
About murder
So I hope you get what I mean
This is not safe
She calls me pathethic
She laughs at me
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?
I never get an answer
I mean,
Nothing different from the same one
A single sentence
I want to fucking kill you, make you suffer
And I try to please her
But it's not enough
I wonder how she handles the paradox
How would she keep me in pain
If my body was gone
But I heard rumors 
That a spirit can be tortured
So I guess that this might be her plan
What will be eternity 
If I never fight back?
But how can I fight her,
When everything I do is self-prophetic
I only do what she twists me into
I'm so confused
And tired
I need a way out
But I am it
I have no clue
Of what else could I ever become

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