Amniotic

I'm not a fish,

But I belong to the water

As the fizz belongs to a soda

As sugar belongs to chocolate, as

A kid belongs to its mother 

I am not a kid, but I belong to the latter

And like cigs belong to a father,

To me belongs my neverborn brother

To whom I never hissed

Who I never kissed

Who I never missed

Nor wished to exist

I'm not a fish

Nor do I live in the water

But through the water I came

And from the water I am

And without me, she would have been another

Therefore to me, 

Also belongs the water

the neverborn

I think I loved him more

Than I ever loved myself

But maybe even so

In him I saw me too

In another name

In another brain

In another way

What I would have been

If I hadn't seen

If life had never really happened to me

I'm proud of you. I hope she will be proud of me too.

Zero

I only wanted for my friends to meet each other

You two matched so well

In a way that I could never

And you destroyed yourselves so well

And it was my fault

I brought us to destruction

I didn't mean to

I didn't mean to kill your mother

I only wanted for my friends to meet each other

And you did

Now, I know neither

Not anymore.