I ain't your doll

I'm not gonna give you
Reasons to be alive.
I'm not gonna write fun
Stories for you to read.
I'm not gonna paint
Good paintings for you to see.
I'm not gonna give you
Smiles for you to love.

I'm not going to keep
Telling you about
All the beauties around us.
I'm not gonna give you my heart
And I'm not going to be
Hopeful, somehow.

I'm not going to be yours.

I'm not gonna make you laugh.
I'm not gonna hold your head
For you to cry.
I'm not gonna put my arms
Around your sadness.
I'm not going to swallow
All your screams.

I'm not gonna fall in love.
Not again. Not with you.