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The sun came out
My coffe is now cold
And I am still in love with you
So, why would I leave, right?
I had a dream with you
The other night
You came back
Like you cared or anything
Don't call me a sadist again
Don't say I'm selfish
I love you
And it's been hell
Here, without you
But it was hell with you too, so
What am I supposed to do?
I miss you
I really do
It's been an endless party
Since I left you
And I'm really tired, but
I've been feeling this for years
I wanted your arms
And your chest
Wanted to hear your heartbeat
It ain't loud, but still
I love you.
I'm sorry about everything.