Hurtful

I am hurt
And I think there's something
With this house
I wanna sleep
A little more
I missed my class
I missed my love and my short life
I wanna be away from them
Realizing who I am
Hurts me
And I think I know why
I don't wanna know anything
I wanna go back
To this time when I just wanted do play
And I thought I was happy
I hate today
With this guilt everywhere
With this huge lack of hope
I hate today
And that mysery of mine
I don't wanna hate it
I don't wanna have it
But for me, feelings are the supreme truth