Attachment

Are you my friend?

I'm scared to ask

I take you out

Inside my head

We go to a bar

Table and chairs outside

There's a guitar and a singer somewhere near

We ask for some french fries

I drink a can of guarana soda

And unrap a new pack of cigs

The night will take so long to end

Because my watch's not working

Dew covers us

I feel happy and fulfilled 

I take a blue pen out of my purse

Start making drawings on a napkin

I invite you to play some silly word game with me

And

And then

I lay my head over your arm

Like you're a hammock I just found

Sitting in the dark

Waiting to embrace me

I hear the sounds of the night

Either a beer or an ice cream

I love you and I feel the love

Through my body

Like something I consumed

I wanna sleep between your lungs

So I can hear your heartbeats

Like a lullaby 

I have to close my eyes

To appreciate the moment

But once I do

You disappear

Like a smell I recognize

But don't know where from

Therefore, I cannot name

I remember being happy

Through someone else

But now

Now I'm unplugged.