Glass Dagger [♪]

I made myself a scar

Because I had a wound,

And it was painful —

A stab in the center of my chest,

Ugly, dirty, infected.

I tried to open it,

Sort the shards out,

Clean myself inside.

I picked up my skin

Like it was spikes of a porcupine

Or horns of a cactus —

Something that

Was not supposed to be there.

I guess I'm not a plant, nor an animal,

But my whole existence feels

Like a mistake,

Like I'm not supposed to be here.

I tried to paint myself —

The pain among the art,

Over my vesture.

I made a gesture

To my inner shadow

To let them know that I'm aware.

I made myself a wound,

And it was painful,

But the wound I had before

Was aching further.

So I had to move my claws

And do something about it.

Vivid Raptile [adapted] ♪

I have to lower my blood pressure so I can stand you inside my house

Inside my walls, under my sheets

Inside my clothes,

And thoughts

Like a parasite,

The way you used to call me

And I still believe it

But then again, 

I have no other source.

I have to pour down one of my drinks

Swallow

With my clogged throat,

And still try to empathize;

While holding my knife

Close to my hips

Against my chest

As if I were trying to tear myself apart

From the inside

I guess my heart isn't as spiky

As my skin,

And it shows

From my voice tone

From the way I move

For the way I breathe

Trying not to steal your air

Suffocating beneath you

Buried six feet

Under concrete;

I guess I never realized

The cage I live in is self made 

I made it all out of walls

So I could not escape 

'Cause I'm a snake

And who knows who I may bite

Once I manage to get out.

(Chorus:

I have been digging myself

To keep you alive

I have been crushing my toes 

So that you could walk

I have been talking myself

Outside of each fight

I did it all for you, to watch you thrive)

I try to choke

I try to hibernate

Simulate deaths

Virtual Reality trips

I try not to be awake

Or aware that you're a real person

While I silently point all of my fingers at you

And pray to god that you stay being my devil

Otherwise I would have to blame myself

And I'm barely alive

Or maybe I'm just saying that

Because you freak me out

And I don't want your rage to reach mine

(Chorus: 

I know if feels wrong

But I watch you try

From an outside view

Think I'm not alive

I've done it all for you

To see you smile

And I can't help you

More than I have done so far)

I stuff my mouth with pills

Hope it works fast

Set myself on fire

Freeze to an ice stone

It's been long since I've been around

Since I've been out of sight

But that's the only thing

That's keeping me alive.

(Chorus: 

I have nothing left

For you to tear apart

I gave you all I had

This is the last time

I put my heart on you

Hoping that you'd shine

But I have fallen now

Leave candles at my shrine)

Leave The Party ♪

I have been spending my whole life

Trying to be good enough

I slit my wrists I drank too much

But I was not even there

You said you two were going out and I was not invited

I smoked a pack of cigarettes trying to forget about it

(Chorus)

Uuuh when will you realize

That I've been here all the time

I've been alone by your side

Uuuh I think now you've realized,

That I'm still sitting on my own

But now I want to leave the party

I've tried to play all of your games

You hurt me, I never complained

I hurt you back, was it okay?

That's what you two used to teach me.

I only wanted to be friends

But you both forgot about me

I tried to hurt myself and laugh

Now I want to forget about it

(Chorus)

Uuuuh and I just want to leave the party

Uuuuh oh I just want to leave this party

Uuuh I want to forget about you

Uuuuh Mom, can I please just leave the party?

Modinha - Sérgio Bittencourt

Olho a rosa na janela

Sonho um sonho pequenino

Se eu pudesse ser menino

Eu roubava essa rosa

E ofertava, todo prosa

À primeira namorada

E nesse pouco ou quase nada

Eu dizia o meu amor

(O meu amor)

Olho o Sol findando lento

Sonho um sonho de adulto

Minha voz na voz do vento

Indo em busca do teu vulto

E o meu verso em pedaços

Só querendo o teu perdão

Eu me perco nos teus passos

E me encontro na canção

Ai, amor, eu vou morrer

Buscando o teu amor

Ai, amor, eu vou morrer

Buscando o teu amor

(Eu vou morrer buscando o teu amor)

(Eu vou morrer de muito amor)

Modinha - Taiguara (Bis) Youtube

"My bedroom smells like rotten food and I guess so do I..."

Angels of Porn - Nicole Dollanganger

Como una Flor - Francisco, el Hombre

Me agarré del pie de un dios y se cerró mi corazón
Fui de saco al trabajo y se cerró mi corazón
Me cambié a una casa pero ahí no quepo yo
No caben mis zapatos ni la luna ni el sol
Se cerró mi corazón

Me agarré del pie de un dios y se cerró mi corazón
Fui de saco al trabajo y se cerró mi corazón
Me cambié a una casa pero ahí no quepo yo
No caben mis zapatos ni la luna ni el sol

Me amarré una corbata y se cerró mi corazón
Me tapaba todo el pecho escondiendo un dolor
Me arranqué todas las ropas y entonces desnudo
Tomé en mis manos mi corazón y se abrió como una flor
Y se abrió como una flor

Me agarré del pie de un dios y se cerró mi corazón
Fui de saco al trabajo y se cerró mi corazón
Me cambié a una casa pero ahí no quepo yo
No caben mis zapatos ni la luna ni el sol

Me amarré una corbata y se cerró mi corazón
Me tapaba todo el pecho escondiendo un dolor
Me arranqué todas las ropas y entonces desnudo
Tomé en mis manos mi corazón y se abrió como una flor
Y se abrió como una flor
Y se abrió como una flor
Y se abrió como una flor

Somos humanos ou máquinas
Animais ou máquinas
Somos humanos ou máquinas
Não me enferruja a chuva iaiá

Somos humanos ou máquinas
Animais ou máquinas
Somos humanos ou máquinas
Não me enferruja a chuva iaiá

Somos humanos ou máquinas
Animais ou máquinas

Tomé en tus manos tu corazón
Y se vá abrir como una flor

Uma flor rasgou a rua
Desafiando a inércia cinza do ódio
Uma flor, uma flor minha e sua
Florescendo trouxe vida à rua

Soy mi propia luz, mi propria
Soy mi propria luz, mi propria
Soy mi propria luz, mi propria
Soy mi propria luz, mi propria luz

Dose - Jade Baraldo

Se você quiser, eu quero
Pode acontecer, espero
O amor quer me tomar
Quer me sugar, desnortear
De onde vem, não sei
Não sei

Tudo começou do zero
O amor é um mistério
Vai despir, vai engolir
Quando você se distrair
Pra onde vai, não sei
Já foi

Me arrisco só pra te ter
Beijo os seus lábios pela imaginação
Tudo que eu vejo é quase uma ilusão
Entro nos seus sonhos e me encontro nesse vão
É tudo tão na contra mão

Sinto o seu cheiro invadindo o meu colchão
Quase um desespero essa inspiração
Bebo dessa dose como uma boa poção
É quase que uma maldição

Tudo começou do zero
O amor é um mistério
Vai despir, vai engolir
Quando você se distrair
Pra onde vai, não sei
Já foi

Me arrisco só pra te ter
Beijo os seus lábios pela imaginação
Tudo que eu vejo é quase uma ilusão
Entro nos seus sonhos e me encontro nesse vão
É tudo tão na contra mão

Sinto o seu cheiro invadindo o meu colchão
Quase um desespero essa inspiração
Bebo dessa dose como uma boa poção
É quase que uma maldição

Best Friends - Amy Whinehouse

I can't wait to get away from you
And surprisingly you hate me too
We only communicate when we need to fight
But we are best friends... right?

You're too good at pretending you don't care
There's enough resentment in the air
Now you don't want me in the flat
When you're home at night
But we're best friends right?

You're Stephanie and I'm Paulette
You know what all my faces mean
And it's easy to smoke it up, forget
Everything that happened in between

Nicky's right when he says I can't win
So I don't wanna tell you anything
I can't even think about
How you feel inside
But we are best friends, right?

I don't like the way you say my name
You're always looking for someone to blame
Now you want me to suffer just cause
You was born wide
But we are best friends right?

You're Stephanie and I'm Paulette
You know what all my faces mean
And its easy to smoke it up, forget
Everything that happened in between

So I had love for you, and I was full
And there's no one I wanna smoke with more
Someday I'll buy the Rizla, so you get the dro
Cause we are best friends right, right, right, right?
Because we are best friends right?
Because we are best friends right?

Tears Dry On Their Own - Amy Whinehouse

All I can ever be to you
Is a darkness that we know
And this regret I got accustomed to

Once it was so right
When we were at our high
Waiting for you in the hotel at night

I knew I hadn't met my match
But every moment we could snatch
I don't know why I got so attached

It's my responsibility
And you don't owe nothing to me
But to walk away I have no capacity

He walks away
The sun goes down
He takes the day, but I'm grown
And in your way
In this blue shade
My tears dry on their own

I don't understand
Why do I stress the men
When there's so many bigger things at hand

We could have never had it all
We had to hit a wall
So this is inevitable withdrawal

Even if I stopped wanting you
A perspective pushes through
I'll be some next man's other woman soon

I cannot play myself again?
I should just be my own best friend
Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men

He walks away
The sun goes down
He takes the day, but I'm grown
And in your way
In this blue shade
My tears dry on their own

So we are history
Your shadow covers me
The sky above ablaze

He walks away
The sun goes down
He takes the day, but I'm grown
And in your way
In this blue shade
My tears dry on their own

I wish I could say no regrets
And no emotional debts
'Cause as we kissed goodbye, the sun sets

So we are history
The shadow covers me
The sky above, a blaze
Only lovers see

He walks away
The sun goes down
He takes the day, but I'm grown
And in your way
My blue shade
My tears dry on their own

Whoa, he walks away
The sun goes down
He takes the day, but I am grown
And in your way
My deep shade
My tears dry on their own

He walks away
The sun goes down
He takes the day, but I'm grown
And in your way
My deep shade
My tears dry

Ignorance - Paramore

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life.

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
(Hey)
We're not the same
(No)
Oh, we're not the same
Yeah but we used to stick together,
We wrote our names in blood,
(Hey)
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend,
Ignorance is your new best friend

And this is the best thing that could have happened,
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person, but you can't take it
The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
(Hey)
We're not the same
(Hey)
Oh, we're not the same
Yeah, we used to stick together,
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend,
Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend,
Ignorance is your new best friend.

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

Daydreamer - Adele (adapted)

Daydreamer
Sittin' on the sea
Soaking up the sun
She is a real lover
Makin' up the past
And feeling up her boy
Like she's never felt
His figure before

A jaw dropper
Looks good when she walks
She is the subject of their talk
She would be hard to chase
But good to catch
And she could change the world
With her hands
Behind her back, oh

You can find her
Sittin' on your doorstep
Waiting for a surprise
It will feel like
She's been there for hours
And you can tell
That she'll be there for life

Daydreamer
With eyes that make you melt
She lends her coat for shelter
Plus she's there for you
When she shouldn't be
But she stays all the same
Waits for you
And then sees you through

There's no way
I could describe her
All I said is
Just what I'm hoping for

But I will find her
Sittin' on my doorstep
Waiting for a surprise
It will feel
Like she's been
There for hours
And I can tell that
She'll be there for life
And I can tell that
She'll be there for life

Honeymoon - Lana del Rey

We both know that it's not fashionable to love me
But you don't go cause truly
There's nobody for you but me
We could cruise to the blues
Wilshire Boulevard if we choose
Or whatever you want to do
We make the rules

Our Honeymoon
Our Honeymoon
Our Honeymoon
Say you want me too
Say you want me too
Dark blue
Dark blue

We both know the history
Of violence that surrounds you
But I'm not scared, there's nothing to lose
Now that I've found you
We could cruise to the news- Pico boulevard
In your used little bullet car if we choose
Mr. Born to lose

Our Honeymoon
Our Honeymoon
Our Honeymoon
Say you want me too
Say you want me too
Dark blue
Dark blue

There are violets in your eyes
There are guns that blaze around you
There are roses in between my thighs
And fire that surrounds you
It's no wonder every man in town
Had neither fought nor found you
Everything you do is elusive too
Even your honey dew

Our Honeymoon
Our Honeymoon
Our Honeymoon

Dreaming away your life
Dreaming away your life
Dreaming away your life

Dreaming away your life
Dreaming away your life
Dreaming away your life

Gasoline - Halsey

Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me?
Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me?
Just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me?
Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me?

Are you high enough without the mary jane like me?
Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me?
Do the people whisper ‘bout you on the train like me?
Saying that you shouldn't waste your pretty face like me?

And all the people say
You can’t wake up, this is not a dream
You're part of a machine, you are not a human being
With your face all made up, living on a screen
Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline

Oh ooh oh ooh oh oh
I think there’s a flaw in my code
Oh ooh oh ooh oh oh
These voices won’t leave me alone

Well my heart is gold and my hands are cold

Are you deranged like me? Are you strange like me?
Lighting matches just to swallow up the flame like me?
Do you call yourself a fucking hurricane like me?
Pointing fingers cause you’ll never take the blame like me?

And all the people say
You can’t wake up, this is not a dream
You're part of a machine, you are not a human being
With your face all made up, living on a screen
Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline

Oh ooh oh ooh oh oh
I think there’s a flaw in my code
Oh ooh oh ooh oh oh
These voices won’t leave me alone

Well my heart is gold and my hands are cold

Mr. Holmans

- Hey, mister Holmans... What you're doing down there?
- Just relaxing!
- Hey, mister Holmans... Don't you wanna go out, see things?
- I will.
- Hey, mister Holmans... What if you don't have time?
- I do!
- Hey, mister Holmans...
- Love has all the time in the world!!!

(Dream song dialogue)

Lost - Katy Perry

"I'm out on my own again
Face down in the porcelain
Feeling so high but looking so low
Party favors on the floor
Group of girls banging on the door
So many new fair-weather friends

Have you ever been so lost?
Known the way and still so lost?

Caught in the eye of a hurricane
Slowly waving goodbye like a pageant parade
So sick of this town pulling me down
My mother says I should come back home
But can't find the way 'cause the way is gone
So if I pray am I just sending words into outer space

Have you ever been so lost?
Known the way and still so lost?
Another night waiting for someone
To take me home
Have you ever been so lost?
Is there a light, is there a light?
At the end of the road
I'm pushing everyone away
'Cause I can't feel this anymore

Can't feel this anymore
Have you ever been so lost?
Known the way and still so lost?
Another night waiting for someone
To take me homeHave you ever been so lost?
Have you ever been so lost?"

Fast As You Can - Fiona Apple

I let the beast in too soon
I don't know how to live without my hand on his throat
I fight him always and still
O' darling, it's so sweet
You think you know how crazy, how crazy I am
You say you don't spook easy
You won't go, but I know
And I pray that you will

Fast as you can, baby
Run, free yourself of me
Fast as you can

I may be soft in your palm
But I'll soon grow hungry for a fight
And I will not let you win
My pretty mouth will frame the phrases
That will disprove your faith in man
So if you catch me trying to find my way into your heart
From under your skin

Fast as you can, baby
Scratch me out, free yourself
Fast as you can
Fast as you can, baby
Scratch me out, free yourself
Fast as you can

Sometimes my mind don't shake and shift
But most of the time, it does
And I get to the place where I'm begging for a lift
Or I'll drown in the wonders and the was
And I'll be your girl, if you say it's a gift
And you give me some more of your drugs
Yeah, I'll be your pet, if you just tell me it's a gift
'Cause I'm tired of whys, choking on whys
Just need a little because, because

I let the beast in and then
I even tried forgiving him, but it's too soon
So I'll fight again, again, again, again, again
And for a little while more
I'll soar the uneven wind
Complain and blame the sterile land
But if you're getting any bright ideas
Quiet, dear - I'm blooming within

Fast as you can, baby
Wait, watch me, I'll be out
Fast as I can
Maybe late, but at least about
Fast as you can
Leave me, let this thing run its route
Fast as you can

Fast as you can
Fast as you can
Fast as you can
Fast as you can

Get Gone - Fiona Apple

How many times do I have to say
To get away, get gone?
Flip your shit past another lass's
Humble dwelling
You got your game, made your shot
And you got away with a lot
But I’m not turned-on
So put away that meat you're selling

[Pre-Chorus 1:]
Cause I do know what’s good for me
And I’ve done what I could for you
But you're not benefiting
And yet I’m sitting
Singing again, sing, sing again

[Chorus:]
How can I deal with this
If he won't get with this
Am I gonna heal from this?
He won't admit to it
Nothing to figure out
I gotta get him out
It’s time the truth was out
That he don't give a shit about me

[Pre-Chorus 1 + Chorus]

[Verse 2:]
How many times can it escalate
Till it elevates to a place I can’t breathe?
And I must decide, if you must deride
That I'm much obliged to up and go
I’ll idealize, then realize
That it’s no sacrifice because the price is paid
And there’s nothing left to grieve
Fuckin' go

[Pre-Chorus + chorus]

[Pre-Chorus 2:]
[Cause I’ve done what I could for you
And I do know what’s good for me
And I'm not benefiting
Instead I'm sitting
Singing again, singing again, singing again
Sing, sing, sing again

[Chorus] (2x)

Padlock song

Money is the anthem of success
So I take another drink
And put on a pretty dress

I put on a pretty dress
I put on my pretty dress
And I spend a lot of money
I don't have my mommy's chest

I'm too heavy, I'm too tall
I'm too big, she's too small
I would crush any soul
Don't you cross my way so slow

I don't really wanna go
I don't really wanna go
I am dieing, it's all wrong
I'll kill myself if I stay home

Money is the anthem of success
So I get down pretty nasty
And light up a cigarette

I'll light up a cigarette
I'll light up a cigarette
'Cuz I have to spend on something
This is what will make me glad

Sex is the anthem of everybody's joy
I'm sure it makes you prettier
To be their brand new toy

I won't be their brand new toy
Wanna be their brand new toy
Keep telling them to fuck me
But I really love you boy

Oh, boy
I'm not gonna stay on the backseat
And wait for you to get saved by God

Oh, boy
I'm really not into these spiritual chats
I just wanna hang out with you
And maybe stay on drugs

Oh, boy
If you just think I'm an angel
Or some sort of a demon
I have to tell you
You are so wrong

Death is the new anthem of success
They're still into beauty
And I keep on saying yes

And I pull off my new dress
And they might say I'm the best
I know how to move my body
But I am a huge mess


Inspired by
National Anthem by Lana del Rey

Nova Playlist

Por conta da nova tag de músicas (♪), eu fiz uma nova playlist com todas as músicas que entraram nessa tag. Só para facilitar o acesso, na verdade. Na prática, o reprodutor vai continuar tocando o som de chuva no automático, como sempre foi.

Radioactive - Marina and the Diamonds

Lying on a fake beach
You'll never get a tan
Baby I'm gonna leave you drowning
Until you reach for my hand.

In the night your heart is full
And by the morning empty
But baby I'm the one who left you
You're not the one who left me

When you're around me I'm radioactive
My blood is burning radioactive
I'm turning radioactive
My blood is radioactive
My heart is nuclear
Love is all that I fear
I'm turning radioactive
My blood is radioactive

Waiting for the nightfall
For my heart to light up
Oh baby I want you to die for
For you to die for my love
In the night your heart is full
And by the morning empty
But baby I'm the one who left you
You're not the one who left me

When you're around me I'm radioactive
My blood is burning radioactive
I'm turning radioactive
My blood is radioactive
My heart is nuclear
Love is all that I fear
Ready to be let down
And now I'm heading for a meltdown

Tonight I feel like neon gold
I take one look at you and I grow cold
And I grow cold
And I grow cold

When you're around me I'm radioactive
My blood is burning radioactive
I'm turning radioactive
My blood is radioactive
My heart is nuclear
Love is all that I fear
Ready to be let down
And now I'm heading for a meltdown

My heart in nuclear
Love is all that I fear