4D Travel

I don't even know you

I wanted to be someone that you admire

I am so helpless

Feel like those lonely old ladies that I pity

I wanna be a child

I don't even know you

But I want yout kindness

I want it for me

Ain't it selfish?

To wish for someone to be yours

Only yours

But I don't know if I want you to be only mine

I just wanna be yours

But I don't know you

Let's suppose in a distant future

Play pretend with me

Just for a second

Let's suppose that I, eventually

End up belonging to you

Let's imagine for this moment

How would it be

Well I can't 

'Cause I don't know you

How would you act?

Who would you be?

I don't even know who you are,

For real

To be honest

I don't even know why

I wanna be yours

Or wish you to be mine

I guess I can only feel

You have this ability

Of making one feel nice

And I wanna feel nice

I wanna be treated good by you

But this is an addiction 

This isn't love

Isn't affection

Isn't friendship

Or even being gentle

My empathy consists

On a desperate attempt

To be well treated

To feel happy

And who are you,

Beyond a complete stranger,

To make me feel happy?

Me, the miserable one

The unforgiven, the helpless,

The naufragee 

The sinking figure

Lost within myself

Far from anyone's reach

Far from the understanding

Of who you may be

Only able to see

My own projections

As the water mirrors me?

Nothing is real,

I know that much

At least not in my mind

Among my distorted universe

My multiversed perception

Atemporary

Back and forwards 

Nothing stands

For all stands

Time is not a reasonable concept anymore

How could any sort of romance

Fit in that dismantled sense

Of existence?