Dark red thoughts

My feet are black
My soul is black
I'm deeply mad
And I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna have friends
I don't wanna go out
I don't wanna see the sun
I wanna play my stupid game
And listen to my songs
And sleep
I wanna do drugs

I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna eat
I don't wanna live
I just wanna do deep
And deep and deep
I wanna choke myself
With the blood
That runs within my veins

I don't know who I am
Is that a problem for you?
Do not come back and say you love me
Come and see me
Show me how unreal you are
Make my mind burn
I wanna love you like you were the devil
Because I am too

I'm sorry

I wanna do bad things
You know?

Do you wanna know?

I'm sorry

I should have never loved
Anyone
Ever
I should have never loved you
Such a beautiful thing
In the world

I am a snake
I wanna bite my tongue
And get high with my own poison
Why don't you disappear, baby?

I love you, darling.
I love you.
I love you.